This my last post here just to tell everyone that I moved my blog to another location. I integrated it to my website and the new URL is:
http://www.dominaerzulie.com/myblog
About Me
- Domina Erzulie
- Montreal, Quebec, Canada
- Born in Haiti, I now live in Montreal since 1989. I’m a professional Dominatrix and I'm also interested in modelling for fetish wear. I love photographic art work in general, but especially that pertaining to fetish.
Wednesday, 11 March, 2009
Wednesday, 25 February, 2009
Answer to Kolan Blanc
I told my sub on the same morning that I was going to give him a spanking he would not forget!
He simply replied yes Mistress!
That evening when we arrived at the loft, I took the time to chat with some friends and to have him serve me a rhum and coke.
My sub was all that time on a short leash, on his knees, at my feet.
Later I asked him to fetch the bag full of whips and paddles.
I proceeded on tying him up on a bench! his underwear hanging at his ankles! His buttocks exposed to everyone in the room.
I love humiliating a man that way, it gives me a warm feeling.
I then started to hit him with my hands, I love using my hands, I am quite good at it!
My subs was by then already asking me when I was going to stop.
My answer: When I decided it was enough!
Then I proceed with a paddle. I took my time with the blows, every stroke I gave him, I gave for his own good. Every stroke I gave, as I was watching the color of his buttocks getting redder by the minute, gave me great satisfaction... It made me feel warm inside. Why? because he is my slave, that means no safewords, because I do it freely for my own satisfaction and show him not to embarass me ever again!
I then proceeded with a leather flogger. I love this toy!
I told him the real fun was just beginning! He started to cry and begging me to stop... that he had learned his lesson!
But you see, I had to live with the embarassment of what he has done! I had to make him feel really sorry for what he did! I had to take the time to calm down a whole week before getting to that moment. Why? Because I wanted to give him this lesson without anger, because I wanted it to be out of sheer pleasure! And now it was and I was not about to stop just yet!
He might have gotten a good 500 blows from the flogger I don't really know! But when I finished with him my goal was attained.
For one, he was crying... Two, he was thanking me so that everyone can hear... Three, he would certainly not be able to sit without pain for the next 3 weeks! Still, he was lucky I had to stop because the security guard at that place did not yet know who I was yet, and thought it was too much and made me stop... But that will not happen again!
To my suprise, when I turned around people werw clapping and congratulating me for the best spanking they had witnessed in a while! Especially because I did it with a large smile on my face!
He simply replied yes Mistress!
That evening when we arrived at the loft, I took the time to chat with some friends and to have him serve me a rhum and coke.
My sub was all that time on a short leash, on his knees, at my feet.
Later I asked him to fetch the bag full of whips and paddles.
I proceeded on tying him up on a bench! his underwear hanging at his ankles! His buttocks exposed to everyone in the room.
I love humiliating a man that way, it gives me a warm feeling.
I then started to hit him with my hands, I love using my hands, I am quite good at it!
My subs was by then already asking me when I was going to stop.
My answer: When I decided it was enough!
Then I proceed with a paddle. I took my time with the blows, every stroke I gave him, I gave for his own good. Every stroke I gave, as I was watching the color of his buttocks getting redder by the minute, gave me great satisfaction... It made me feel warm inside. Why? because he is my slave, that means no safewords, because I do it freely for my own satisfaction and show him not to embarass me ever again!
I then proceeded with a leather flogger. I love this toy!
I told him the real fun was just beginning! He started to cry and begging me to stop... that he had learned his lesson!
But you see, I had to live with the embarassment of what he has done! I had to make him feel really sorry for what he did! I had to take the time to calm down a whole week before getting to that moment. Why? Because I wanted to give him this lesson without anger, because I wanted it to be out of sheer pleasure! And now it was and I was not about to stop just yet!
He might have gotten a good 500 blows from the flogger I don't really know! But when I finished with him my goal was attained.
For one, he was crying... Two, he was thanking me so that everyone can hear... Three, he would certainly not be able to sit without pain for the next 3 weeks! Still, he was lucky I had to stop because the security guard at that place did not yet know who I was yet, and thought it was too much and made me stop... But that will not happen again!
To my suprise, when I turned around people werw clapping and congratulating me for the best spanking they had witnessed in a while! Especially because I did it with a large smile on my face!
Saturday, 14 February, 2009
Can a fantasy survive a real punishment? Options
When I last saw you, Mistress, you told me your personal sub had earned a real punishment. He was going to get it that evening. You said he wouldn’t be able to sit down for a month.
On my walk home that afternoon, I couldn’t stop thinking about what your sub must have been feeling from the moment he woke up that morning, knowing what was coming. I don't need to ask what he felt like afterwards
I would greatly appreciate hearing first of all how the punishment proceeded and, secondly, how you, as a domme, felt while giving such a punishment, compared to the kind of "friendly" (but certainly painful ☺ ) punishments you give me and other clients.
The reason my ears picked up when you mentioned the real punishment is that as long as I've had my spanking fantasies, the wish to be truly punished has been present. I realized while thinking about the real punishment you were going to deliver that I have two kinds of spanking fantasies, although they definitely overlap.
Type 1) Sometimes I imagine the woman gives me a hard spanking just because she gets off giving it, which is partly why I’m asking what you feel when giving a real punishment. Afterwards, she might fuck me if she feels like it. I am a passive participant. She is using me, although I like that. This scenario is probably what I would like to experience in a relationship.
Type 2) Other times, I am punished because I have done something bad, or simply because I am a "bad" soul, ridden with some kind of nameless guilt. The person giving the punishment is always a beautiful woman, often in uniform, but there are few or no sexual overtones, unlike the first kind of scenario.
Until I got my first spanking from a domme 3½ years ago, I always craved the “real punishment”, Type 2. But now that I’ve had a great many sessions, I find when I crave a good spanking it is more often likely to be the Type 1 spanking. They hurt like hell sometimes but they’re fun, and to varying degrees, erotic. I'm generally feeling better about myself in recent years than I used to, so I'm guessing this is why I now mostly think in terms of the "friendlier" beatings.
That said, the fact remains that when I learned that you were about to give your sub a real punishment, I got aroused again at the thought of receiving one. I realized that the feeling was much like what I felt when I went to receive my very first spanking from a domme. I felt some fear as I walked to the dungeon that night. I didn't know what to expect. I remember that walk, and my first sight of a domme in person, vividly, not just because she was beautiful, but because fear and the unknown got the adrenalin running.
The difference now is that I no longer feel any fear. Being spanked by a beautiful domme has simply become my favorite activity in life, and if I were rich I'd have at least a session a week.
I know you could break me with just 10 or 20 rapid, full-force strokes of a paddle or whip, but that wouldn't allow me to fully experience the psychological aspect of the punishment, I would imagine you would get nothing out of that either, but I don't know.
Besides unbearable pain, there is something else I am afraid of about a real punishment. A domme once told me about a very regular client (once a week) who one day announced he wanted to be tied up and whipped by two dommes until he "broke". There was to be no safe word in effect. They did as he asked and left him crying uncontrollably. He was begging them to stop but they followed his instructions. He never came back and they never heard from him again.
What I keep wondering is, did "the real thing, the real punishment" kill his fantasy? If so, I don't want it.
I would love to hear any thoughts you and others might have about the last point in particular. After all these years, I think I'd be quite lost without it.
As always, thanks for sharing.
Posted by Kolan Blanc on my Google group
On my walk home that afternoon, I couldn’t stop thinking about what your sub must have been feeling from the moment he woke up that morning, knowing what was coming. I don't need to ask what he felt like afterwards
I would greatly appreciate hearing first of all how the punishment proceeded and, secondly, how you, as a domme, felt while giving such a punishment, compared to the kind of "friendly" (but certainly painful ☺ ) punishments you give me and other clients.
The reason my ears picked up when you mentioned the real punishment is that as long as I've had my spanking fantasies, the wish to be truly punished has been present. I realized while thinking about the real punishment you were going to deliver that I have two kinds of spanking fantasies, although they definitely overlap.
Type 1) Sometimes I imagine the woman gives me a hard spanking just because she gets off giving it, which is partly why I’m asking what you feel when giving a real punishment. Afterwards, she might fuck me if she feels like it. I am a passive participant. She is using me, although I like that. This scenario is probably what I would like to experience in a relationship.
Type 2) Other times, I am punished because I have done something bad, or simply because I am a "bad" soul, ridden with some kind of nameless guilt. The person giving the punishment is always a beautiful woman, often in uniform, but there are few or no sexual overtones, unlike the first kind of scenario.
Until I got my first spanking from a domme 3½ years ago, I always craved the “real punishment”, Type 2. But now that I’ve had a great many sessions, I find when I crave a good spanking it is more often likely to be the Type 1 spanking. They hurt like hell sometimes but they’re fun, and to varying degrees, erotic. I'm generally feeling better about myself in recent years than I used to, so I'm guessing this is why I now mostly think in terms of the "friendlier" beatings.
That said, the fact remains that when I learned that you were about to give your sub a real punishment, I got aroused again at the thought of receiving one. I realized that the feeling was much like what I felt when I went to receive my very first spanking from a domme. I felt some fear as I walked to the dungeon that night. I didn't know what to expect. I remember that walk, and my first sight of a domme in person, vividly, not just because she was beautiful, but because fear and the unknown got the adrenalin running.
The difference now is that I no longer feel any fear. Being spanked by a beautiful domme has simply become my favorite activity in life, and if I were rich I'd have at least a session a week.
I know you could break me with just 10 or 20 rapid, full-force strokes of a paddle or whip, but that wouldn't allow me to fully experience the psychological aspect of the punishment, I would imagine you would get nothing out of that either, but I don't know.
Besides unbearable pain, there is something else I am afraid of about a real punishment. A domme once told me about a very regular client (once a week) who one day announced he wanted to be tied up and whipped by two dommes until he "broke". There was to be no safe word in effect. They did as he asked and left him crying uncontrollably. He was begging them to stop but they followed his instructions. He never came back and they never heard from him again.
What I keep wondering is, did "the real thing, the real punishment" kill his fantasy? If so, I don't want it.
I would love to hear any thoughts you and others might have about the last point in particular. After all these years, I think I'd be quite lost without it.
As always, thanks for sharing.
Posted by Kolan Blanc on my Google group
Thursday, 5 February, 2009
Hi everyone
I am now a member of twitter! Go check it out. One more thing added to my network. So I am hoping to make some great friends.
I am now a member of twitter! Go check it out. One more thing added to my network. So I am hoping to make some great friends.
Thursday, 15 January, 2009
Québec à la fin février prochain/Quebec City at the end of February
Avis au soumis de la Capitale et des environs, je serai à Québec le 27 et 28 février prochain! Si vous désirez une séance avec moi, vous pouvez me contacter par mon site internet www.dominaerzulie.com.
I will be in Quebec City on February 27th and 28th. If you want to have a session with me you can contact me through my website www.dominaerzulie.com.
I will be in Quebec City on February 27th and 28th. If you want to have a session with me you can contact me through my website www.dominaerzulie.com.
Thursday, 8 January, 2009
Club Sin
Hello
There you go! it's going to happen... no turning back now! I am doing a show at Club Sin on April 3rd. I am both excited and nervous about it. I didn't think that I would get around to do it, since I kept on putting it off. Anyway here's the link! http://clubsin.ca/intro.htm
I hope to you will come and support me.
There you go! it's going to happen... no turning back now! I am doing a show at Club Sin on April 3rd. I am both excited and nervous about it. I didn't think that I would get around to do it, since I kept on putting it off. Anyway here's the link! http://clubsin.ca/intro.htm
I hope to you will come and support me.
Wednesday, 31 December, 2008
Happy new year!
Hello everyone,
It has been awhile since my last post! Although I did wish to all of my subs happy holidays by sending them a personnal note, I would like to do it here again, especially to those whom I might have inadvertantly neglected. Happy new year 2009!
P.S. Foot Fetish Extravaganza will be held on the 4th March 2009. There will be a new Website dedicated exclusively to this event, it will be ready in about 4 weeks: www.voodoofetish.com. In the meantime you will find all the informations about the event on my main Website www.dominaerzulie.com.
It has been awhile since my last post! Although I did wish to all of my subs happy holidays by sending them a personnal note, I would like to do it here again, especially to those whom I might have inadvertantly neglected. Happy new year 2009!
P.S. Foot Fetish Extravaganza will be held on the 4th March 2009. There will be a new Website dedicated exclusively to this event, it will be ready in about 4 weeks: www.voodoofetish.com. In the meantime you will find all the informations about the event on my main Website www.dominaerzulie.com.
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